My dad (right) and me (left).

Toronto Nuit Blanche 2011.

Oh, by the way

I asked what her last name was and she was weirded out by that question, and used my same techniques for deflecting questions.

Ah, impossibilities.

I'm glad I'm not an awkward crush person. Sometimes I wanna punch myself in the head.
I wanna try risky sports sort of to make me know that, like, I'm here. If that makes sense. But there's nothing. Capoeira... but contact never happens. I wanna make it happen.
I'm listening to Massive Attack, Splitting the Atom. I hate relating songs to people. I should stop that.

And here it goes again.

Apparently I got better luck than the last person that tried what I tried.
This really sucks. I was hoping things would be different this time. Oh well, back to reality.
Mau.

Wow, I gathered the balls

She is beautiful. I asked her out on a date. I was nervous. However... What I learned from Derek really kicked in: there is nothing to lose. I got nothing to lose. There's only one beautiful girl that I could be close to.

God that chick is fucking beautiful...

And I gotta gather the balls to tell her

JUST SAYING

Liz is fucking beautiful.

I was eating carbs.

...and gained about two kilos in a week. I'm back to eating little with limited carbs. This week I doubt I can work out. I'm very busy with school.
Mau.

I sure hope you at least think of me.

This weekend I got the chance of going to Toronto and staying in a really fancy hotel. I'm currently at Best Western, Friday night, Saturday night, and leaving back on Sunday. This is because of a robotics convention. Mohawk college covered it... I feel very special.
I lack sentence structure.
Mau.

I was gonna move out.

I don't know what's gonna happen. If OSAP doesn't fuck me over, I might still go for it. God, whatever happens, I want it to happen quick.
Mau.

Running on empty.

Two nights ago, 3 hours of sleep. Last night, about 4. Still isn't enough, but I gotta do what I gotta do with whatever I've got. Idiot me didn't know there's a statics test tomorrow. I get the feeling that I'm slightly fucked.
Aaaaaaaaaanyways.
We'll see what happens.