"That wasn't a yawn... that was a silent war scream."

I didn't sleep much last night. I'm gonna go see a job coach today. Maaaaaaybe they'll hook me up with a job :3
I hope this works.
And, for the second, I'm a complete idiot when I don't sleep much.
It's 9:00 am. My alarm just went off. I guess I just woke up.
Gotta get my shizzle ready, wish me luck!
Mau

"Women are non-violent, but they will shit inside of your heart."

Beauty of the day: my teacher being surprised at something I did.
Ah, I hate talking to a woman about another woman, especially if I have an interest (although nearly impossible) on the first one.
I'm stressing over something that is not within my reach.
But anyways, my selfishness kicked in, and fixed me back up.

metric!

Ariel, I just wanted to say I really like talking to you, and thanks for being there for me. You're awesome. <3

Ugh, Mau, when will you learn.

I'm... slightly jealous. I hate how there's people that are born and have it all since then. There's people like me, that are just like fish trying to swim against the current. If it wasn't my call, I'm sure I would be bankrupt with no school, or dead. And then there's other people that even misuse the beauty that they were granted with. Oh, poor beautiful people. They don't know what they have. I really want to be able to move on and forget.

LOL I'M A WHORE

So, I worked last night.
When I was done, I went to get some pizza and sat down with this old woman. She then asked me if I could walk her home, about two blocks away. I said sure. After all, she had a bad leg and her brace was coming off. So, yeah...
She hugged my arm and felt up my right bicep for the entiiiiiiire walk. xD
Then, when I dropped her off, she gave me 5 bucks and said I had wonderful biceps.
I am a 5 dollar whore.
And that woman sure got her money's worth... hahaha

You know what...

It's been long since someone openly states that they care about me. It's really nice. It's nice knowing that there's somebody out there that would consider you gone missing more than a slight inconvenience. I care about you too, and I look forward to talking to you every day.
And Ariel, you're full of win. <3

I'm happy

I would like to thank people for helping me find happiness in whatever I do. It's been a long time since I've been able to look at myself and simply think "fuck yeah".
Tomorrow will be a good day. I can feel it.

Me and my dad, Toronto.

Man, I don't have many pictures with him. He's a hard guy to talk to. But he's my dad, and I've learned tons from him.

Know what...

I feel like a douche.
It has been hard, but I've managed to move on. Thanks to some people that have really made me realize that I cannot sit and wait for a miracle to happen.
I can't sit down and watch my life go downhill. I have to fix my life up.
And I'm on it!

Stupid anger.

Fucking neighbours have held us at shitty name, and have spread lies about my mother. Stupid tamale-wrapped muslim cunt. War is on, my friend. War is on.

I'm sorry, Mel.

But I can't do this anymore. I got to look into my heart and find whatever is left of my happiness. I'm really hurt that things have to be that way. I still hope whatever is best for you and your family. I just... need to focus on myself. I don't want to be miserable. I want you to live a good life, but I want to live a good one too.