Ugh, Mau, when will you learn.

I'm... slightly jealous. I hate how there's people that are born and have it all since then. There's people like me, that are just like fish trying to swim against the current. If it wasn't my call, I'm sure I would be bankrupt with no school, or dead. And then there's other people that even misuse the beauty that they were granted with. Oh, poor beautiful people. They don't know what they have. I really want to be able to move on and forget.