warming up to the cold

Mau, shut up.

Mau, Mauy Scarecrow.

I am thankful for the people that have decided to make me part of their lives and sharing their lives with me. I am thankful for the means I have and the choices I have made. Howerver, I do miss Kalinka. I do wish you were part of my life. But I cannot go find you. I wish you came back to my life.

One step forward, two steps back. A letter of self-burial.

Fuck you. Fuck you good. First off, would you be able to take seriously somebody that didnt let you kiss them, and that dumped you twice in two weeks? no, right? Well, neither can I. That's what I meant when I said I was scared of relationships. I was scared of what things could turn out with you. But even then, in my head, I was sizing everything you did. And I saw that you had a good heart, that you were a hard worker person, and that you didn't deserve the shitty things that have happened to you.
I was getting used to you. And you do what, the saaaaaaaaame shit you did before. I am glad I didnt fall again you. I might be angry now, but I am leaving with the upper hand, just like I walked in. Enjoy your misery. I'll enjoy my anger.

oh autumn glory (or how I rode the bus until the last stop)

In terms of the lesson that my friend Adam taught me, I think I did well. The difference between the sniveling coward and the manly man. This bus ride lasted until the end. Notice I didn't say "bitter end". I always had the upper-hand.

I gotta find me another adventure to see what happens. I doubt it will be soon. After all, I don't have time to give to anybody. Anyway.

idk what to say, I'm at work.

Mau.