Thursday, July 2, 2015

Well, fuck the beast sideways and punch it in the head.

It's been a while since I updated this. I have been in pretty tough spots, and today I am in one of the roughest spots I've been in. I am happy with my girlfriend and that's a great thing. Though there are lingering memories of idiotic choices that still haunt me because of their current consequences. One of these is the choice of quitting the desiger gig I had a year ago. Yes, I got screwed over. And yes, I was mistreated. But I also was not smart enough. I wish I had been smart enough to be able to like, not necessarily control, but maneuver people better.
I need to learn to be smarter. I need to learn how people actually work. This way I can prevent decisions that have taken me to where I currently am.
Mau.