I'm screwed in several levels.

Ah, karma is a bitch. I screwed my friends over, and somebody screwed me over.
I think allowing myself to like someone really was a big gamble. But then, life itself is a gamble of long odds.

Ah, shit.

I fucked the bro code. And feel really bad about it. However, I've been faced about it and I believe I'm currently accepting its consequences. I'll miss you, guys.