oh wow xD

One word has the power of adding a bit of anxiety and happy wishes for myself.

Mmmmmm.

Beautiful. Absolutely beautiful. Its dark red and green colours attract to me like two opposite polarities of rare earth magnet, attracting each other- destroying everything between them. This wondrous white label on a dark surface, almost wanting me to wonder how much work has gone behind this masterpiece.
I hear a slight crackling sound as its head twists. My God, the taste to come. Wonderful memories of the years where specific rains gave every minute of dedication to a future yet to come.
It's pouring. My life pours down a slim neck into a tiny container, reminding me of how we are trapped in life, a tiny container, with certain crystal clear limits of where we can go and what we can go.
Divine.
And suddenly a new feeling begins to build up. Like the fruit of passion among two creatures that love each other, trying to hold on, gripping, trying to make themselves become one. How unfortunate, for they won't ever be able to.
But I can. I can have this. I can get away, for it's in my power, and I can make this become part of me. Its energy flowing through my body, warming up every square inch of my skin.
And then I get lightheaded because I had too much wine.
lol

damn summer

Yeah, the loneliness kinda kicks in as I see these very happy couples walking down the beach. I'm glad I have work, and that it has got very stressing. That way I have enough stressful things to think about and not focus on the fact that I want another reason to brush my teeth and dress well.
Last friday was the first day of summer. Summer solstice, the longest day of the year, the shortest night, and I missed letting somebody know of all natural phenomena I am aware of, including this short night. Friday I spent alone. Probably Satireday and Soonday as well. Great names. Great times.
I think better on my own. I think happier with people. I need to straighten my life first.
Mau, shut up and do your work.

I love my job, I wanna be there. I wish I was there today.

I sort of miss you and your crazy life.

Today's summer solstice: the first day of summer and the longest day with sunlight. I miss you whenever I think of these natural events. Remember, looking at stars.

Drunken single-serving friend, the wonders of a shitty night.

I think he wanted me to hang out. His name was Luke, potentially Skywalker.
Anyway, look had a shitty night. However, while mine was mostly family related problems, his problems were much bigger. He is right now probably at Jack Astors getting completely hammered and then crashing at a hotel. Relationship stuff gone more sour than five month old milk.
I offered him a light to light his smoke, and that struck up our conversation, which I didnt keep going. Why, because I am the most antisocial person I know. Instead of opening my world back to his, I split in a general to-the-lake direction, and disregarded the fact that Luke didnt have any company either.
Ah, shit. I guess it happens.
Luke, I hope you're doing well, bud. It was really nice talking to you.