Insignificantly enough.

Mau, you just don't learn, do you?

Today I texted good dear old what's-her-face after about a week. I still need time away. I need time away from everything. From Hamilton. But I got school there, and I can't just disappear when I need the marks.
Little by little I've been feeling super lonely lately. But whatever. I'm meant for more. I know it.
All I got to do is put everything aside like I did once (though with artificial help). But I know I can do it.
It's not necessarily good,  but being plastic sometimes is needed for a man to succeed in life.
Emotionless, or just put on a mask again: my way of being an asshole. And it's worked before. It can work again.
Mau.