I was right.

I was wasting my time.
Liking her was no accident though. I wanted to like her again because I thought I could be there for her. But I guess it got out of hands. I hate pretending like one word answers don't mean much to me.
I wanna cut my hair short, and stop shaving.
I want to be another person.
I don't wanna go to school. I don't wanna look the way I feel.