It's hard to post this in the personal crap blog...

But it does feel like a rather personal matter.
I sent a message to my teacher and his wife saying I would help them with anything this summer as a way of saying thank you to them for everything they have done for me.
This was about half an hour ago. They are online. Ignoring my message.

I feel like shit for it. I had tons of respect for him up until last Saturday. I don't know what the hell happened still.
Shit.