Mau, I disagree with your way of thinking.

Beauty of the day: Jill's hair. Her hair is amazing. She's got nice eyes too. Jill, if you read this, you should feel proud and awesome.
Today I was almost late to math. Should be fine. I did realize that whatever I missed in problem solving on Monday was essential again, so I'm screwed again.
Mau should stop thinking of stupid things. Because of your shit you flunked your stats test. What the hell are you doing?
Move on. You don't need to worry about people that don't want you around.
Leave them behind. They appreciated you when you weren't there. Maybe they will when you're gone.